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The Final Goodbye....
























Anyone that has ever lost a parent would know how hard it is to say goodbye. That parent was the first human to ever take care of you and put your needs before their own. That was my Father. It is both my parents. But my Father worked his butt off to try and provide for his family. Sometimes that didn't go to his plan. But we never went without. 
He always made sure we had everything we needed. Food, water, a house. He made the decision to move our family interstate. At first we didn't like him much for making us move. But we know he made the perfect decision for our family. If we hadn't moved to Queensland, so many things would not have happened.

Arriving to the church on the day of his funeral, it was surreal. It hit me hard. People were coming up to me with their puppy dog eyes and it hit me. This is real. This is not a terrible nightmare. This is real. 

No matter how sad we were, we wanted to give Dad the send off he deserved. We saw him before the funeral and we just knew that he had gone to be with his heavenly father <3

RIP Daddy <3 I love you so much <3 I know you are up in heaven smiling down on me and Mum and Claire and the many, many people you love and care about.

Barry Arthur Tuskin
7/5/1965-16/5/2015

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